Dear Sharon,
I will always have in my heart the day I received empowerment from you. I stood before you and then was covered with the sari/caul, and this blend of
incredible voices began singing to me. And then I felt my energy , the essence of who I am, come up from all parts of me and reach out through my heart. And from you I felt this same force moving through you, through your hands, to meet my essence at my heart. It was such an amazing unconditional love that came straight to my heart. Of course I was moved to tears. I realized something major had occurred and I would never be the same... I would now be more than me. That is the only way I can describe it.
That evening I was scheduled to do a healing for a client. I called on the Grandmothers - for the first time - to be with us. In a few moments I realized the room was filled. But what was going on?? Then I understood that the Grandmothers had come, and they were crowded in, like standing room only, on and on! It was amazing support. After the healing my client commented on the difference in the healing and that she sort of felt suffocated, but couldn't describe it! I told her about the Grandmothers, and she said that was it! It was a very sweet crowded room. And her back pain was gone.
This work of the Grandmothers, combined with my spiritual path (SRF-Self Realization Fellowship, a devotee of Parmahansa Yogananda), and my current
healing path have changed my life. The blending of the three is insurmountable. I have found that the Grandmothers presence is with me when I become 'aware.' And all I need to do is to ask and they are here...
I have recently been trying to understand these visions I am seeing. I believe they are in connection with the Grandmothers. I saw a reflection and was trying to understand what I was seeing -myself in a reflection. As I looked closer and pulled back I realized that I was in Native American dress and seeing my reflection in the eye of an eagle. It was a oneness with this amazing bird. I have had a few others, but more recently I have been feeling the wings that expand from the 5th chakra. And the week before the last Grandmothers meeting I experienced the actual wings as feathers out to the sides. But at the meeting and the week after I experienced the attaching of the wings to my back and could see the muscles forming and attaching to these wings. If I hadn't had your many experiences with the Grandmothers to rely on I would begin to think I was losing it! These now sometimes feel so real that I feel them resting on my back. Have you had
this experience? I am trying to understand it. I guess the next part is the actual experience of using them!
I am at a crossroad in my life. Many changes over the last few years. I know that I have been guided to understand the depth of the support the Grandmothers provide. I know I have needed it! I have learned to love the Divine as the feminine, but the Grandmother is such a tangible form (and does not have the psychological hang-ups of thinking of the Mother as my mother!) Whatever I can do to help I will...
Love,
Suzie