Grandmothers, there is intense suffering on this earth now. I began to read the morning paper and again saw the terrible things that are taking place in Iraq, African, genocide, political lying and cheating here in America and more. Many times I feel powerless, helpless to stop the evil I see around me. But I didn't come to you today to complain. I have a question. Given that these are the times we are living in, how can we who want to serve the light and infuse the energy of yin into the earth, help? Please speak in practical, easy to understand language and tell me, what can each of us do right now?
After saying this I entered the upper world, seeking the Grandmothers. When I found them they were standing on a dais in a half circle formation. "We understand your question", they said. I ask this question in utmost sincerity, I replied as the tears began to spill down my cheeks. "I wish to serve," I added, "there are so many like me who wish to serve, and we feel so overwhelmed by evil. (I hesitated before using that word but I couldn't think of how else to label the cause of all this suffering.) "We know," they said.
As I waited for them to say more I became aware of a beautiful golden light. It was in a vertical, flame-like shape. As I watched, it fanned out a little, getting brighter and wider. It was growing. "This is the fire of transmutation," they said. "Transmutation is going on right now." I didn't want to hear this. It sounded like vague, spiritual jargon. At this point I didn't want theoretical explanations; I wanted to know what could be done. "I ask you," I said, "I ask you to speak to me in practical language." I took in a deep breath and then asked my question again. "What can we do now to help infuse the energy of yin into the earth? We are Sick of seeing this suffering. What can we do?" I asked. Reading the newspaper had made me feel desperate.
"Do not be sick at heart," they said as they regarded me with serious looks. For some reason this made me angry. "Easy for you to say," I said to them. "You are divine and so you have the larger view of life. You aren't in the middle of the mud like we are. There is so much mud piled up on us now that we can't see through it. You've got to help us, Grandmothers, " I said. Please! Please!" and I burst into tears.
Again I saw that golden light but I was crying so hard I couldn't speak to ask what it was. "There are many who are working with the light now," the Grandmothers said. "Light shows the truth. It shows the way. It peels back darkness and burns away whatever stands in the way of light. This is happening now," they said, "happening around you and inside your own body. Many of you are aware of this," they said. "Old states of consciousness are coming up within your bodies now. As this happens these states often reveal themselves as pain, locked in physical memory patterns. Much is also now coming up in your relationships with one another. Transmutation is taking place there too. It is occurring in every facet of life, all over the earth; transmutation is both a macrocosmic and microcosmic event. It is at work now, peeling off darkness and burning away obstacles on every level of life.
"Although this is taking place all over the world, it looks different in different places. This world-wide, molecule-wide event is social, political, spiritual and personal. It is all pervasive. The light is relentless," they said. Re-lent-less," they drew the word out, to make their point. "It is time for everything to come to light," they said, "and it will! You see," they reassured me, "there is purpose in all the madness you see on earth. There is more taking place than you are aware of.
"There has been so much suffering on earth, for so many eons, that suffering is encoded into your DNA," the Grandmothers said. "It is coded into the soil particles of the earth. It pervades everything," they said, "and must come to light so that it can be transmuted. This is the time of transmutation," they repeated, "and because it is, you will see all matter of filth coming to light. It must," they said, "Because that which remains buried beneath the surface, will only fester, cause disease, pain and imbalance. We cannot have that, not any more."
They said, "There is a lifting going on now," and I sighed as I felt it. "You are being lifted," they said. "Whenever you work with the Net of Light you are lifted and at the same time you help lift the world. We know it is hard for you to hold onto this thought," they said. "The traumas and barbaric acts that you see in the news claim your attention and you forget about the Net of Light. These traumas and barbaric acts also must come to light," they said, "and they will. Get used to it," they said, wagging their fingers at me. "Those who cannot stand the fire of transmutation will be taken out," they said. "Wow," I thought and gulped, they're not letting up; they are serious." "Yes," they nodded, "We are telling you the truth.
"If you truly wish to be part of this work and wish to be transformed, you must get used to witnessing the evil in the world. This IS the Kali Yuga. This IS the age of destruction," they said. "This is the age when evil will be destroyed and is being destroyed. In order to be destroyed," they said, "it has to be revealed and identified. All the greed and lying that is so prevalent in your country now is coming to the surface. Other states of consciousness are coming to the surface at other points on the globe. "Stay with us," they said. "We won't let you go through this by yourself. We will not abandon you. Call on us and we will hold on to you through every trauma that arises. There Will be more of them," they said. "These things MUST arise," they said. "You know that. You know what happens when evil goes underground. It simply waits for another time to pop out again. So everything must come into the light now.
"You will see more scandals, you will see more instances of monstrous behavior. You will see it. It will happen. You will also see states within yourself that you do not want to see. They also need to come to light now. All that has been buried and suppressed will and must come to light.
"You are part of the Net of Light," they said. "Let the Net of Light hold you while you affirm your place in it. This is who you really are. All these old states that rise up within you are simply old. Let them come up. What do you care? Stay identified with the truth. You are light," they said, holding me with their gaze. "You are part of the Net of Light that holds this world. Do not defend or even attempt to defend against the states of consciousness that rise up in you and around you. Let them. It is time now for everything to be revealed.
"We repeat ourselves because you need to hear it. It is a time for everything to come to light. No more secrets. No more lies. There is no time to waste in equivocating, face-saving and defending ones' self." They laughed and said, "What is that anyway? You aren't some little thing that needs to be defended. You are great. You are light! Hold this position of truth," they said. "Affirm the Net of Light of which you are a part. This is what will hold the earth steady while all the old pain and lies come to the surface." They placed their hands on their hips and nodding their heads, said, "Welcome them as they arise.
"Bless each one," they said. I looked questioningly at them and they said, "We know it is very hard for you to see the suffering of others. It is hard for us also," they said, "but these things are passing. Let them go. Love each one," they said, "and bless each one. The wrong doers and the ones who have been done wrongóbless each one. As the old poisons come to the surface to be purified in the light, pray that everyone in all the worlds be happy. Let this prayer rise to your mind and to your lips. It will bless everyone." They threw their hands wide and said, "Bless them all.
"Should you catch yourself condemning a ëwrong doer,' stop yourself and quickly bless them. Do this as soon as you become conscious of your mistake. All of you have done all sorts of things in the many lives you have lived. Do not condemn another now. Especially at this time, all the poisons, all the hidden garbage that has been denied and overlooked, must rise into the light. Let it rise," they said and sang, "May everyone in all the worlds be happy.' That includes you," they said. You are light; that is your true nature. Be happy in that knowledge. Love your own dear self," they said, "love the lighted one you are. And love the dear selves of everyone else, love the lighted ones that they are.
"We bless youóalways," they said, "we hold you in the reality of who you are. You are this light that we have shown you today. You are the flame that burns true and bright. It grows larger every moment. Rejoice in this. This is your true identity.